I'm not sure where else to go or what else to do. I am not asking for explanations, psychoanalysis, answers or advice. Simply, I am requesting for everyone to make a request to their spiritual leaders to simply make it STOP. I'll try to make it short: bad things keep happening to me and it won't let up. This has been over the period of about 5 years. Not things like "I can't find my keys"; stuff like a divorce, a horrific accident, a rift inside my family, endless health problems, bad relationships, etc. I can't remember a 'good' Christmas, b-day or New Year's. I had been doing fairly well the past few months, but it's back and, of course, at Christmas time. I have been to therapists to determine if I was bringing it upon myself. Except for making some bad choices in men (which has been corrected), they tell me I am rational, logical, clear thinking, etc. The last one even asked when I was going to become a marriage counselor. After my accident I made many changes to the way I thought, interacted and treated people. I have been good to myself and my friends. Re-prioritized. I have "seen the light", so to speak. Even my friends (some of whom are very spiritual and one is a professional counselor) acknowledge that I have made good on the my few misdeeds and they are at a loss of a reason, or what I can do to make it better. This week started with being handed a letter Friday night, out of the clear blue, by the boyfriend who has decided that I am too much trouble. Today, while I was plowing snow with my Kawasaki Mule - I was hit by a car. Mostly my fault, no one hurt, but lots of damage to the Mule and the girl's car is going to need some work and I told her to call me with an estimate. I realize that these events, in themselves, are not a catastrophe, it's just the constant "bad karma", "bad luck" or whatever you choose to call it. I am not a whiner, I know that there are always people out there worse off than me, and I have been tough, brave, strong and have done everything within my power to remedy it. It is beyond me now. I have no other recourse, I'm calling in a higher power. ALL of them. Please, send a prayer, light a candle, cast a spell, throw sea salts, feng shui, anything......I need all the positive karma possible. I need a divorce from Murphy and his law. I'm not asking for extra good stuff, just an end to the bad. A reprieve. The kosmic justice scales must be nearly balanced. I've served my time! Sorry to drone on. Thank you for listening.